Hello/Intro
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Hello/Intro
Hey there,
I joined a few weeks back after seeing Candace and Alison Coe on youtube and this website was mentioned, and also at the suggestion of my friend from across the pond, Kim Scheuer.
It’s probably not necessary to make a grand intro, and I don’t want to either, more that I just want to express my authentic intention to find my “tribe” as it were, or at the very least a welcoming online community of awakened beings. I’m fairly isolated despite living in the city, mainly because I withdrew from my old social life — something I later realised was part of the awakening process.
Although I was living with this feeling that something wasn’t right ever since I was a young child, I could never put my finger on it. Some thirty years later, the Mandela Effect gains popularity and I find a label, a name, a description of a phenomena that may account for some of the (looking back in hindsight) things that happened in my life. Not to mention the Berenstein Bears (which my computer tells me is spelt wrong! LOL!).
I have no idea why I’m typing all this but the impulse is there so I’m just going with it.
My first passion and gift is Art. I’m still yet to make it a business or receive any currency for it but I have embraced the lifestyle for the past decade (almost), I suspect I am not the only one here that has suffered the mind-trap of depression and anxiety? Although I have experienced a dramatic change in perspective regarding these things, I do believe that they may be symptomatic of some incompatibilities between me and the old parasitic paradigm. For anyone who likes art/music and wants to see, I have plenty of stuff all over the internet, I think there are links in my profile.
In terms of this ascension/awakening stuff, just over a year ago a light switched on and things have slowly become …weirder and weirder. Astonishingly wonderous and awe-inspiring, but still pretty damn weird. I’ve noted over the past year that others have also been experiencing the weird stuff too, not only magical synchronistic moments but also, as in my case, somehow seemingly becoming acquainted with other beings from above, through waking visions, intuitive knowing, hearing strange sounds, seeing strange things and I even, somehow, accidentally remote viewed on four separate occasions over the past 4 or 5 months.
About a year ago, I took to observing the sky for extended periods of time (I have a live stream on youtube) and in so doing accumulated a LOT of footage. I often chuckle to myself at how obvious they make it that they’re there and yet people still don’t seem to look up. I seen plenty of “cloaked ships” up in the clouds, and what seems to be some kind of “living” technology, a friend calls it the “ouroborus dimension”. Anyone know anything about this?
Sometimes I see pairs of eyes appearing faintly, as if transparently laid over the sky, these eyes differ in size and shape, in types and species. Someone mentioned something to me about the whole mirror magic thing, given the reflective surface of my iMac, that maybe these are the faces of my ancestors. I’ve noted, however that they only appear to me when I am doing a live stream or recording the webcam feed to my computer. I know this because they don’t appear elsewhere on the desktop, only within the web-camera window. Maybe its a form of scrying? I get a knowing that they are “checking up” on me – though for what reason, that isn’t so clear. I think the intention seems to vary depending on the owner of the set of eyes. I sometimes seem receive downloads at the same time as when I am looking at the webcam feed, and the clouds appear to “re-enact” events or tell me stories but its like pictionary, so I’m only getting part of the message as it were.
In 2013, I took up tarot, feeling drawn to it a good few years prior and I’m not bad, though I’m a little out of practice. I welcome the opportunity to practice more and offer free readings if anyone would like one.
I would also like to volunteer for anyone who needs a subject in respect of their quantum healing training – I find it very exciting and I wouldn’t mind getting more answers myself. I have never before experienced past-life regression or things of a similar nature but I am very curious and up for the challenge!
For anyone who is interested in video/voice chat, I also run a little chat community on the Discord app – as it seems that more and more truth-seeker, esoteric/occult and mandela effected communities seem to be flocking there, we like to hang out in voice, share ideas, youtube videos, etc. it can be fun! Message me directly if this appeals, out of respect for the forum host, I won’t post a link on the forum.
I MUST apologise for the length of this post. I just needed to get this out there, so that maybe someone in this community might actually have some idea or answers for any of this (I very much welcome your feedback). I do tend to ramble but I haven’t been able to talk much about this to anyone outside the people I have met through the truth-seeker/spiritual community. There are very few people IRL that I know, and can talk to about any of this. I know its all part of the awakening process, but it’s still confusing at times, and there are few support networks out there for this kind of thing.
Or just a simple hello is also nice! Thanks for your time in reading. I am most grateful.
Warm, loving vibes!
Lee
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Welcome to the processes. BQH. Nice you have a high energy intent.???
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Hello! 🙂 feel free to share any links you want. I am sure Candace doesn’t mind. This is an open minded forum that encourages personal growth in any form.
I would love to get a reading from you. I am also a QHHT/BQH practitioner if you would like to do a skype or zoom PLR session.
I am also curious about the walking visions. I have experienced these as well but they’re more like seeing parallel or alternate realities.
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Hello Lee! I too am new here and have been thrilled!!!!! You mentioned finding your tribe, this feels like MINE – tears in my eyes!!! Here is a nice story regarding the tribe.
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While in a CTT past-life regression session with George Duisman, I had the following experience:It's night and I'm on a beach. I'm moving steadily toward the water. I'm familiar with my surroundings and the dark doesn't bother me at all. I'm concerned about something and I've come to talk to my friends the dolphins about it. I slip into the water, and there they are, waiting for me. Our communication is telepathic. It feels so comfortable and natural to be talking to them in this way!
I feel to be a young woman of about 20 or so. I'm upset because my family thinks it's high time that I marry. They have chosen my husband for me since I show no interest in the process. They love me and want me to be happy but they don't understand. Ever since I was a small child I have come down to the water to be with these dolphins. They call me by my name. They have taken me down under water to show me their caves. I love them as much as I love any human, maybe more. My family thinks that such things are all right for a child but not for a grown woman.
Once when I was about 7 years old, the dolphins impressed upon me a message which they instructed me to go into the tropical forest and give to a young man who lived with the tribe there. This I did without question. The man was nice to me, and so happy to get the information I brought him. Over the next few years, that young man became the shaman for the tribe. Ever since then every so often the dolphins have sent me to the tribe with another message for that Shaman. We come to know each other very well and I have other friends among the tribes people.
Now I know that if I marry I won't be able to visit the dolphins any more or the tribe either. My village doesn't associate with the tribe. I ask the dolphins if they can send me somewhere where I don't know anyone and I can continue to live as I wish. They consider and they tell me that they would like to see me leave my village and go to live with the tribe. They want to continue to send messages to the Shaman and no one from my village will think to look for me there. This I do and the tribe receives me with open arms. Thus begins a life of joy upon joy!
No longer do I have to hide my visits to the dolphins. I can go as often and stay as long as I like. I'm honored among the tribes people for my ability to receive valuable information from the dolphins. The Shaman uses the information I bring him to heal the people and to impart wisdom and understanding to them about life and Spirit. He and I become lovers, allowing the love of the dolphins and the love of Spirit to flow through us to the people. He and I do not age physically. The people receive our teachings with humility and apply them with diligence. They become healthy wise and filled with joy. The consciousness of this little society spirals up and up and up. I don't see an end to it! I have to expand in order to be able to contain the wonder and beauty of it. The more I expand, the more the joy grows! It is truly heaven on earth.
Lorie McCloud
Months after the above session with Lorie, I was thinking about my lifetime desires and I realized that the above story encapsulates my feelings very well. I want to be in a tribe that gets powerful communications from higher mind like the dolphins and spiral upward into that joy ecstasy, non aging and more. One day while discussing this session with her she talks about that shaman and seems to slip up and instead of saying the shaman, she said “you”! I went me? Yet, when I thought about it, it ALL fit!! Since then I realized that I know down deep, what it is like to work with people and help them hugely expand their consciousness and that is a great joy for me.
It looks to me like I've been resurrecting the knowledge from that life and now have enough to start to “spiral up and up and up!” with a little help from others it looks do-able to me.
George Duisman
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Well looks like I messed that post up good, I tried about 15 times to get the font size decent. -
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@Lee_Blanch I tried discord about a year ago and found it’s lack of contrast quite hard on my eyes. I email their tech support and was told nothing can be done!!! i.e no way to increase the contrast. Is that still the case? If it’s been fixed, I’d like to take a look at your discord community.
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Hi, Lee, welcome to the forum! Could you please post a link to your artwork online? I am also an artist, I do face and bodypainting http://www.RainbowPeacock.com
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Lee – Welcome to group I am new here myself. Sound like the same video brought us here. Gratitude and Blessings to you
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